And I don't know how imma manage, if one day you just up and leave..

It's 10:11pm and 4 seconds, Tuesday evening to be precise. I just realised life's a waiting game, only if you make it one. 12 school days left untill Summer, waiting for that. 8 days untill my driving test, also waiting for that. Waiting for some bad or good news aswell. All this waiting isn't exactly fun, but all I can do is hold my breath and wait it out and hope for the best. Good things come to those who wait right? Fingers crossed.

All I really want is to be lying on a beach right now, with a tan and my ipod in my ears. With that feeling where you dont know what day of the week it is and the biggest thing you worry about is if your suncream will stop you from tanning even more. Not long now...

The weekend....Saturday went to Harrods and went to the sales. People everywhere, urgh hated it but did get a pair of jeans. YAY. Sunday - saw Mama and Dad Cheetah (I've been adopted)  and sat and blew bubbles and threw around a frisbee. Simple things really do have the effect of making me happier - don't even know why. But yeah was a really good day. I love being a baby cheetah <3

Other than that nothing's new, I'm just here, waiting.

Bought The Wombats album on Sunday. It's really good - such happy summery music. Eeee Summer !

Lil Wayne's music continues to blow my mind. I cannot express my love for him, he's changed music. The sounds he makes are incredible and he's just amazing.

Okay I'll stop showering you with Youtube links now. Need to sleep. I want Friday now...Weeh.

gravity's a bit of a setback.

Officially finished exams on Friday. So from now on, I will try and blog as much as I physically can, but don't expect life stories every single post. There is only so much I can say. 

Friday started on a low, I realised I have lost two friends who were very special to me. People drift apart and people change (no doubt about it) and you have to accept it. I think when someone cries it means they've been strong for too long. Not that they're weak. So I've accepted the fact that I'm probably not gonna get these two people back. But this has made me realise that if you care about someone show it, and don't hesitate because life's too short.

Saturday night was alot better - I went to a dinner party at my little asian's house! Was amazing and I can safely say she's a god in the kitchen. Was an amazing night! Spent today with my lovely Mummy just in London - so yeah this weekend ended on a high. Can't wait for the wind down towards Summer now. Well not really a wind down, as you have the word UCAS thrown at you in every sentence by either your Mother or someone at school. So yes, need to start sorting that UCAS stuff out now. No excuse because I have no revision left to do. Ahhh scared.

School offically starts tomorrow again, but Ascot Races starts on Tuesday - which will cushion the blow of a 10 hour day as we finish our day at 4 instead of 7. Yay - simple things make me happy as you can see. I've been in a really happy mood lately - no surprise there as there's nothing to stress about. Life's good and I refuse to let anything at all bring me down this Summer, at all. I've decided to make a list of things I want to achieve this summer. Okay the list isn't so good right now. I'll add more to it next time I blog. But this is what I got so far:

• Pass my driving test - Not saying when it is. And if you're special you'd know already. But cross your fingers for me. Do it now!
• Take millions of photos - They're such a good way to remember Summer. So yes I plan to take my giant tourist camera everywhere with me.
• Road trip to Brighton. I've loved it there since i was like 7 so yeah wanna go there!
• Go to Dubai and see my cousin.

Music...I've decided that Chris Brown's new album is a let down so he can go home. But he's still pretty. Luke Skywalker - Omarion is amazing. The BEAT - wow, and my alter ego, which likes wierder music likes:

PRESS PLAY NOW! I love love love them. Summer soundtrack for sure.

Im also addicted to Jersey Shore, but it's embaressing that I love it and i perefer not to discuss it. "It's T-shirt TIME". Love it watch it if you haven't before. Actually I'm gonna go watch it now. Shh don't tell. 

And also - click this.

<3 

and this. That is all.

It's so quiet out here.

AHHHH photog tomorrow and friday and im freee!

made a tumblr. check it.

LOVE 

imansheikh.tumblr.com

Inspiration drying up, motivation slowing down.

:( I Reaallly want this to be over. I'm on a revision break. blah i hate this feeling. I'm so bored of waiting ! 


ONE WEEK TO GO.


Hehe i got a kitty. Lola - I'll put pics up next week ! So cute.

x