Walk your broken heart through that door.

Summer's boring, blah my days lately have been darkened by the disappointments life has bought me in the past two weeks. You fall down, you have to get back up right? Definitely not that easy. Especially when your motivation hits rock bottom. This tends to happen to me when I get knocked over, I just need to be a man and get back up.

I wanted to dedicate this post to this band I've come across. I don't know how but they've mixed grime with rnb and soul. They are amazing - I haven't heard sounds this good for a while -- the link to their latest mixtape(s) is here -- download it, you'll do yourself a favour. (B YOU'LL LOVE THEM)

http://soundcloud.com/theweekndxo

I also added them to my music player thingy too.

But yeah thas it..the think above is amazing -- but the one playing now on the music player blew my mind when the beat dropped.

Back to school in less than 2 weeks, although Summer's boring I'm still dreading going back. Reality will set in again and the repetitive cycle of revise, sleep, eat, stress will start all over again - feels like it just ended.

I'm 18 in a month tomorrow - I HAVE no idea what to do for my birthday, and what's even scarier is that I'll legally be an adult which means responsibility blahh. Can't wait to partyy though. Yeeeeee.

Love.

Never forgetting from where I came, And no matter where I’m headed, I promise to stay the same.

Today has consisted of tiredness, sunshine, driving in really busy places with L plates on (not fun) and new shoes. The new shoes are the best part, and as a matter of fact - I'm sat in my room wearing them now...because I have nothing better to do.

My favourite pair of sunglasses broke today aswell - hasn't really been my day at all. But hopefully I can get my sunglasses fixed and pass my driving test sometime soon.

Last night - saw some friends, some who I haven't seen for a long time, was amazing to see them and you realise how special some people are to you when you don't see them very often.

I'm going away on Wednesday to the south of France - can't wait to just do nothing and taaaaaaan.

Kanye West and Jay Z's new album. If you haven't, listen to it...it's amazing. 

That's all I got. X

She searched the entire city I let her explore and now she’s saying she’s more lonely than ever before.

Good things do happen to me, and when they do I tend to ignore them ! I need to stop doing that and I need to start taking advantage of every good thing that happens to me. I'm going to Cannes on the 17th :) SO glad I'm getting another holiday, so excited to tan (for real) and forget about England for 4 days.

But on a happy note about England. PINKBERRY has opened in Selfridges. So happy....SO yummy you have to try it if you haven't. They're pretty too

 But other than that....I don't really know what's new. Weird that there's about one month of Summer left and we have to go back to school next month. Bleeeh I shudder thinking about it, and RESULTS in 15 days, I have nothing to say about this. I'm petrified..

Just have to wait it out I guess.

I've become obssessed with Drake again. It tends to happen every Summer, but he doesn't stop making amazing music....he's so talented. and for those who didn't know, he has a blog too...http://octobersveryown.blogspot.com :) the title of this post is dedicated to one of my favourite songs ever... along with Fear. The Weeknd are also amazing. If you like Drake you'll like them too...

Enjoy. Press play...and if the music's annoying you the control box is at the very bottom of the page.x

MISHAAL I LOVE YOU AND MY KIPPAH. that is all.