For all we know, we may not get tomorrrow.

Really want Summer. I wish life had a forward button and at some points, a pause button. 

I'm gonna stop blogging untill the 10th June. No Time due to the wonderful thing we call exams - Hopefully it will go quickly, I'll be back :)

“Every moment you get is a gift. Spend it on things that matter. Don’t spend it by dwelling on unhappy things.” - Anon.

What are you waiting for?

As I said earlier today - it's  been a while since I last wrote on here. Been so busy with revision, family, friends and trying to keep myself smiling at the same time. It's not as hard as I thought it would be and although I'm petrified of these exams, hopefully everything will fall into place and it will be Summer before I know it. Note that I said hopefully - fingers crossed. In a way I'm bored of the monotonous routine i have established and I'm bored of staring at the same wall for five hours a day while my brain turns into mush and starts screaming that I can't do this anymore. This normally doesn't happen after an five hours, more like ten minutes.

There has been some photography success this break though - took this photo of my sister after we painted her with neon paint. The blue light makes her look like an alien, kind of - she's a pretty little thing.

Events recently have made me realise how fragile life actually is. You can spend years building trust and it can be destroyed in a second flat. Or looking at the bigger picture - you don't even know what's going to happen tomorrow, so forget about it. Every thing's unpredictable and not everything is certain. Take it as it comes, it's the easiest way to deal with problems hurling at you in every direction.

Seeing Ed Sheeran in less than a month. That shows how quickly time has actually gone. I remember booking them and thinking how far away May seemed to be. So excited, although it's on the same day as my Geography A level - so I will either be exteremely happy or the exam may make this backfire.

There are a few things that have made me too happy in the past few weeks.

1. This kid & this song - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-MugZGE0fzU

2. Watching my sister attempt to 'revise.'

3. Dispicable Me. Watch it !

4. The weather - I want summer nowww!

5.  Beautiful People - Chris brown and the video. loveeeeee ♥

6. SKYPE - I'd be so sad without it.

7. The fact that we're going back to summer term. (ignoring the fact we have exams)

x.

It's your heart, that gives me this western feeling.

Serious lack of blogging and I'm sorry - Watch this space.

You'll spend everyday, shining your light my way.

I'm not going to comment on the last time I blogged because I don't even remember. I'm also not going to tell you how the last few weeks have been, because they've been a huge blur. I have no idea where time has gone, I can remember last summer like it was yesterday. Easter's started and I have no choice but to revise, it feels like I just stop revising for last year's exams. As people we have to constantly be planning ahead, hoping that what we're currently doing will help 'the situation' in the future. I wish life had a pause button where the past didn't matter, the future is a distant blur and you could actually enjoy the moment instead of thinking about the next five minutes. But who's to say we can't do this without the pause button?

We're constantly moving forward,  challenges, problems and amazing things are thrown at us in all directions and it exhausts us mentally. Sometimes you need to pause and just realise how lucky you are, when you're seeking to be happier or better you need to look at what you already have, or who you already have. This week, I realised how special a friend of mine is to me - they've always been there, but you don't seem to realise theese things untill they hit you in the face. You know who you are.x

I PASSED MY THEORY. And it's actually the most pointless thing ever, I just wanna drive now - eeee so fustrating.

After tomorrow I will start revising or I will become a failure.

While I'm at it - I LOVE my family. I don't think it's healthy how insane we are. I find that however crappy you're feeling, a bbm or even a chat with someone who knows you better than you know yourself really helps - and if there's anyone who can make me smile, it's my family. Love You All, yes Especially you Mish (and every other family member reading this. i dont intend to start a war) - miss you <3

 

Listen to For You - Angus and Julia Stone if you haven't. 

Bored. Bye.