I'm not going to comment on the last time I blogged because I don't even remember. I'm also not going to tell you how the last few weeks have been, because they've been a huge blur. I have no idea where time has gone, I can remember last summer like it was yesterday. Easter's started and I have no choice but to revise, it feels like I just stop revising for last year's exams. As people we have to constantly be planning ahead, hoping that what we're currently doing will help 'the situation' in the future. I wish life had a pause button where the past didn't matter, the future is a distant blur and you could actually enjoy the moment instead of thinking about the next five minutes. But who's to say we can't do this without the pause button?
We're constantly moving forward, challenges, problems and amazing things are thrown at us in all directions and it exhausts us mentally. Sometimes you need to pause and just realise how lucky you are, when you're seeking to be happier or better you need to look at what you already have, or who you already have. This week, I realised how special a friend of mine is to me - they've always been there, but you don't seem to realise theese things untill they hit you in the face. You know who you are.x
I PASSED MY THEORY. And it's actually the most pointless thing ever, I just wanna drive now - eeee so fustrating.
After tomorrow I will start revising or I will become a failure.
While I'm at it - I LOVE my family. I don't think it's healthy how insane we are. I find that however crappy you're feeling, a bbm or even a chat with someone who knows you better than you know yourself really helps - and if there's anyone who can make me smile, it's my family. Love You All, yes Especially you Mish (and every other family member reading this. i dont intend to start a war) - miss you <3
Listen to For You - Angus and Julia Stone if you haven't.
Bored. Bye.
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