I’m living in the future so the present is my past.

It's been a while since I last blogged - I'm gonna cast my mind back to this weekend. Saturday night was amazing - there have been points this week where I've actually laughed to myself remembering it. Being crushed in the middle of a mosh pit wasn't exactly fun - so me and Anya escaped and stood on the side (with a comfortable amount of space around us) and enjoyed the music. Without being trampled on - was amazing, I'm waiting for a time machine to be built so I can rewind back to it. The journey back was also hilarious - but that's another story all together.

It feels like I've spent the whole of this week waiting for something. I can't tell you exactly what it is, I hardly know exactly what it is myself, but I'm bored of wasting energy on things and friendships I don't need. A friendship should be effortless, and if effort is ever needed - then the person will make the effort for you if they care enough - It's simple. If the person isn't making the effort for you - they just don't care. Nothing more, nothing less. I've accepted it - I'm done 'waiting' because I'm wasting time, certain situations make you realise how fragile life actually is, don't ever waste time.

Every second you spend overanayalysing a situation is a second you'll never get back. It's a second you could have been smiling instead and focusing on the better things, they normally do outweigh the bad. I always tell myself not to expect things from people, it saves you from getting let down. I've had my fair share of being let down, it's not a feeling that I want to have often, quite the opposite. So I've decided not to stress (or frown) anymore. Who needs the stress? Or the frown lines for that matter.

All this warm weather is really making me look forward to Summer...but then again if it hits over 15 degrees in this country everyone looses their minds and comes out in flip flops. It's England - which means erratic weather. It will probably be raining next week. Unlike most people, I like rain (when I'm inside.) 

Listening to Hold On - Angus and Julia Stone. I bought their album on Sunday when I was exhausted, and very pensive. I was doing the whole 'I have nothing to look forward to' charade, but that's another story. The songs are amazing, but there's something about every song thats also very depressing. I don't really get depressed by music - it's weird. I also bought The Naked and Famous album yesterday - Amazing! It's the complete opposite of depressing. It's actually brightened up my week :)


"Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow." - Albert Einstein