We won't be here forever.

When everything gets absolutely crap, do you give up? When you give up on something, you get that disappointed feeling in your stomach. You know deep down that if you try harder you might actually achieve something. I've learned today that the previous sentence is wishful thinking. Sadly to acheive you need motivation and to my dismay I've misplaced my motivation, and if anyone knows where it is or how I can get it back please do tell me, because at this rate I'm headed to working in a shed, alone, with 50 cats. Well, at least I nailed parallel parking today in my driving lesson - It's a start right? But yeah...I'll get back to you when I find my motivation, might take a while. Watch this space monsters.

I've decided that the best feeling ever is when someone understands exactly how you're feeling. Your problems seem halved when someone else is there to help you go through those times when you feel lost, confused or just generally a mess. Sometimes you don't realise how amazing specific friends can be, it's all just blurred in the shambles of everyday life. I realised today that to be a good freind you have to make sacrifices and maybe even give up something or someone you love dearly. It doesn't mean you've lost that person (or thing) that you've sacrificed forever, it just means you care enough to let it go and that you care enough to make someone else happy. Your own happiness will follow, but sadly I'm still waiting for mine. 

"It's not what you have in life, but who you have that counts." - B.S

Just be thankful you have pretty eyes, a working ipod and a blog. That's all a girl needs in life I guess ;).

If you're on half term right now, I hate you large amounts. I don't really know what's wrong with our school and why they put our half term a week before everyone else, but I don't find it very funny. I also don't know why my laptop is extremely hot right now. Apple need to sort their lives out and need to stop making self igniting laptops, it's burning my bed ! Basically, I will be happier when this week is over. 27 days untill Two Door :) - still excited !

Listening to Blindsided - Bon Iver. (I think my blog has a thing for Bon Iver. It always shuffles when im blogging!) This song reminds me of those wierd days, where it's sunny but freezing cold, this also comes with a feeling that there's something missing but I've never really figured out what it is.

I give up.x