I dislike Thursdays. You can't get excited for the weekend because it's too far but part of you thinks Friday is very soon, but the day goes too slowly so the prospect of excitement for the weekend fades throughout the day.
I found myself looking at the clock alot today, for no reason. What am I waiting for? Why do I want time to pass? And why am I always thinking about the next minute when I could be enjoying the current one? I think people tend to think about the future too much, we tend to live in the next five minutes. So in conclusion, my late new years resolution is to enjoy the moment that I'm currently living in. The future is uncertain and the past has already happened, so what's the point worrying about it? But then again, it's always harder than it looks to take your own advice. Reminds me of a quote my Mummy said to me once:
"When reaching for the stars don't miss the flowers beneath your feet." Hehehe she's so full of wisdom.
There are two things that annoy me. 1 - Mess, if you know me you will already know this. I have a track record of tidying my friends rooms, yes I know thats wierd. 2 - People that break promises. Why would you promise something to someone if you know that it's not possible? All it does is give people false hope. People that know what I'm talking about with understand this. I don't have bipolar disorder I promise !
And while im at it ! I HATE distances. I miss so many people right now. I have the most amazing best friend living in South Africa. My jellybean - you're amazing. And my young Mummy number 3 in Dubai I Love You. IA see you both very soon !
Currently listening to Tracktor - Wretch 32. Reminds me of a birthday party a went to a few weeks - ago - love you cupcake ! Such good memories ! I also can't stop listening to I Need A Doctor - Dr.Dre & Eminem, it's incredible and the chorus is stuck in a repetitive loop in my head.
I'm really sorry this post has actually turned into a giant rant, but it was very much needed - at least Thursday's over. TGIF.
In the words of J.P - Giggle.x
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